My youngest child was around six months old when I finally admitted it ... my husband had stormed out of the house, over something I can’t even remember now, and slammed the door. I sat there in shock and knew instantly something just wasn’t right - I hit the internet and self-diagnosed post-natal depression... I made an appointment with the doctor that afternoon and was put on antidepressants.
My youngest is now eight and having depression actually changed my life - for the better! At the time I thought it was the worst thing in the world - having kids had changed my life so much I just didn’t know how to cope.
Going inwards, learning lots of techniques, listening to audio-books and seeking help from experts, I have emerged from the fog and have learnt to really love, respect and appreciate myself. I have changed my whole world around one day at a time and I wouldn’t change a thing of how it happened.
I reflect back and remember what my Dad used to say ... “every cloud has a silver lining”. It was the depression that brought back my spiritual gifts and for THAT I am truly grateful.
I used to run a very successful business in Lower Hutt for 11.5 years. The reason I sold was that things started happening around me in the spiritual field I could no longer ignore. The fact it took just 3 months to sell my business – from deciding to sell to handover – is a sure sign this new path I have chosen is absolutely meant to be.
"I am very passionate about helping people to live the life they were born to live and I can help you through your journey ... if you let me."
When my spiritual gifts started returning (I can remember standing in front of a mirror around age 8 asking the voices in my head to leave me alone - and they did) ... I had this weird feeling that just wouldn't go away - I was supposed to 'heal spirits' - I actually thought I was going nuts (and so did some of the people around me for that matter!) but, after chatting with a few spiritual people, it was confirmed that my self-confessed nutty thoughts weren't so nutty after all - instead I listened and started taking action.
I started my training under the well known Medium Jenny Geelan of Creating You - she was amazing and nurtured me and taught me (thank you Jenny!).
I've been re-learning and working on and off in the spiritual field since 2010 - very part time and always for free for friends and their family and friends and in different corners of the globe. It was in November 2015 that I sold my (very full time) business and started Internal Solutions - In February 2016 I became a full time clairvoyant psychic medium - that is my journey - a journey of discovery every day!
I see images and people in my minds eye (Clairvoyance), I feel - feel their aches, pains and emotions (Clairsentience), and I also get a clear knowing (Claircognizance). I usually can't remember a lot of what I've said afterwards ... the words just come out - like I'm channelling but my voice doesn't change.
Sometimes I use the cards to focus my direction - when people come to see me there are so many different aspects that could be talked the use of these cards gives a clear direction - they're also great for confirmation at the end of a reading. It all depends on how the energies are flowing and if they're needed or not!
Hayley Lowe - International Soul Coach, Psychic Medium & Energy Healer located online and in Lower Hutt, New Zealand
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